I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of
it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I
keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand.
This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want
to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and
ever, and I'm really going to get it. I want us to walk
through our new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I
want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt with your hair
down and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull
the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's
possible, to you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at
me when I do stupid stuff. I want to have a child with
you and go through the experiences of parenthood with you. I want to
see you and me chasing our little kid around the house, all three of
us laughing our heads off and having fun. I want to hold you when you
cry and smile. I want to fall asleep every
night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest
listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you I want you
to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see
when I go to sleep. I want to see your bad morning hair; I think it
will be so cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun
set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we
obviously have for each other.

I want to see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for
the rest of my life. I want to be thirty years old and still make out with you like
a little schoolboy. I want to cook a meal with you and us totally ruin
it and end up doing take out. I want to sit there talking to you for
hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we
won't talk at all and just grin at each other realising how lucky we
are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I
want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me.
I want to take trips with you to places we've
never been and experience them together. I want
us to go and pick out the hot tub we want with the biggest grins on
our faces the whole time. I want the sales rep to get embarrassed when
we sit in them and make sure we have enough room to do the things we
want to do. I want to hold your hand and let you scream at me while
you bring our child into this world. I want our friends to come over
and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do. I
want to be walking into a store with you and trip and fall on my face
and turn around to see you rolling on the ground laughing at me. I
want us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting
completely soaked, and when we come back in stripping down to nothing
as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the
balcony, or the dining room table, or the shower,
which ever one we feel like at the time.

I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you"
because you know it's coming from the heart. I want us to be sitting
there and watching our child take their first steps from my arms into
yours. I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of
chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll
let my imagination finish that one and waiting for it to come true.
I want to love you and be with you for forever. I couldn't really
express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with
you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my
head.

I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to
spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I'm really crazy
about you, everything about you.