Monday, March 18, 2002

FAIR?

"Its not fair!"...haha. I've heard it all...from the loud screeches of the P4 kids rite up to even my own mind wandering throug its silent struggles.

And then I look back at myself and wonder...what was ever intended to be "fair" anyway in this life of mine. Know whats mighty interesting...its a life that U are supposed to live in as YOURSELF....yet the controls to ur puppet-like actions belong in someone elses hands.

Looking at life from all its fronts...office, friends, home...all of these have me in them but in none of them have i been able to find want If its not people tainting it...then its circumstance...politics...ugly back stabbing...selfish motives hidden behind selfless sweet talking...just a taste of the fakeness the world is made up of.

And whatever little of this life that is left at the end of it all for you to control is totally engulfed by those ugly waves of emotions and feelings.
Every force in the world takes control of you except yourself.......