Ever felt a rhapsody

Ever felt a rhapsody of feelings just engulfing you...and you're at a loss as to how to handle them...."Another wave tension has more than filled me up"...yep the chaps from linking park managed to sum it all up so well once again. At this point of my life....the sense of loneliness is too overwhelming....and i do believe its here to stay throughout....i mean contemplate on it. Theres only one person who is by your side all your time...that is you. You talk to yourself subconsciously....and yet never notice it. It sure is intriguing. ahhh....im just so confused and deluded. I've been walking around in a daze the past few days..."behind ur smile, there are silent tears "...:). Maybe its just because you run through life in such a rush u forget to search deep inside and find out who you really are. Forgetting the purpose of life...its sanctity.....the reins of my life belong in someone else's hands. Sometimes i try seeking comfort in people...but then again the real solution lies in a simple session of deep-soul searching.......