The thoughts just creep into my mind, and my heart's desires surfaced subconsciously. Is this love? It truly isnt lust, neither is it just merely admiration or friendship. I've never felt this way before, nothing or n one has ever had this much control over me, my emotions, my actions. It scares me yet I ponder upon its beauty. Is it all just a simple coincidence? Can i truly boil it all down to complicated chemical reactions? I believe it goes much further than that. Its wonderful how i feel so childlike once again, how i seem to feel so humbled by the control my desires have over me. The desire to love and be loved, the desire to care and be cared for but most of all the desire to just give unconditionally these feelings that are pent up in me. All i want is a chance to express myself,to speak my mind without being frowned upon. Because these feelings are like sweet nectar that I wish to share with only her...If this is love, then i can truly say love is sweet, love is crazy, love is blind.